situation 1: he say "i need you Faraa. please stay strong beside me. i've found out that you're the One for me, who can care for me, advice me. and i've already had feelings for you Faraa." takpun "Faa, saya sayangkan awak. sayang sangat sangat. saya takkan tinggalkan awak. awak cukup sempurna segalanya bagi saya." when in reality, you didn't meant it. you didn't have the intention to carry out what you were just said. kau cakap sayang aku tapi kau tinggalkan aku jugak. curang dengan aku jugak. cakap perlukan aku, tapi sampai masa buat tak tahu dengan aku jugak.
situation 2: masa sedih/sunyi/ada masalah kemain lagi cari aku. mengadu nasib sampai nangis melalak meraung bagai. sampai aku pun naik gilaa cari idea nak calm you down, naik gilaa cari topup satu supermarket sebab nak cheer you up tapi bila condition gets better for example kau da rujuk semula dengan awek kau, masalah kau da selesai, kau terus fucking don't even remember me. buat macam tak pernah kenal je kan? cari aku, cakap kau tak jumpa lagi gf yang best, manja macam aku, tapi bila da jumpa, you're fucking don't remember me! buat dang je kan! memang laa aku tak pernah meletak harapan kau nak berterima kasih kat aku, but at least, treat me as friends, kau inform aku, communicate and express to me yang your problem was solved, for example, you're getting back together with your ex, or you already found a true gf whom attitudes is better than me, so you don't want to keep in touch with me anymore. kan senang? ni takde laa aku risau kau mati katak ke, jadi kassim selamat cocok mata dengan kayu sugi ke, pengsan ke, da arwah ke. haih. buat risau aku jelaa. RUDE TAHU TAK? as i said earlier, i don't easily give and put up hopes. aku tak pernah berharap pun nak jadi gewe kau whatsoever, jadi apa masalah kau sebenarnya? i asked to be treated by you as friends je punn. cakap jelaa masalah kau da settle, kau da declare rujuk semula dengan awek kau, da jumpa awek baru. the end. aku bukannya nak sakit hati ke hape. aku paham laa. adohh. aku dengan Oska, eventhough rapat sampai kadang kadang aku terasa macam laa aku ni kapel dengan dia padahal dia da ada girl, but aku take it easy je. aku paham laa dia ada girl, so da tak boleh nak selalu ada untuk aku. that's it. it's oke with me. no big deal je punn. makin senang cerita adalah.
situation 3: Boy, you're such a cry baby. gembeng and kememe mengalahkan aku. kau jelaa yang paling malang, paling tak bertuah eh? so even i'm a man, only cries can cheer me back. gitu? where's your alter ego dude? haiyahh. chillax sudah. nak nangis tuu boleh, but pandai pandai jot down limit laa. only on some circumstances and some period of time jelaa. jangan laa 24/7 dok teriak. angpa tuu anak jantan. kasi keras sikit hati tuu.
situation 4: ME, ME, ME conversations. balik balik cerita pasal diri sendiri. "saya sedih laa wakkkk. murung je hari ni. saya takleh lupa awek saya. camne laa life dia. saya sayang dia lagi. saya rindu dia wakk. saya sedih laa wakkkk. murung je hari ni. saya takleh lupa awek saya. camne laa life dia. saya sayang dia lagi. saya rindu dia wakk. saya sedih laa wakkkk. murung je hari ni. saya takleh lupa awek saya. camne laa life dia. saya sayang dia lagi. saya rindu dia wakk. saya sedih laa wakkkk. murung je hari ni. saya takleh lupa awek saya. camne laa life dia. saya sayang dia lagi. saya rindu dia wakk." and yang jenis kuat gebang. " aku selalu je buat aktiviti camni. da pro da. eh, kau tahu, aku da lama ada tahu pasal ni. setakat jungle trek, orienteering, da biasa sangat. aku dulu dok kat netherlands. pakwe aku hensem, dak engineering, polymer beb, ramai giloss minat kat dia, aku jeles aa, blablabla." deng. tahu tak deng? cerita sikit sikit sudah laa. ni tiap kali jumpa, mesej, topik ME, ME, ME jugak kau bual. cuba laa tukar pulak. like how's condoms was made? what is fetish? how can enhance your attraction towards different species ke kn. takpun baca periodic table kuat kuat tengah malam ke. baru menarik. :P
oke. aku tak suka semua situasi di atas. aku paling tak suka when people doesn't meant what they're saying. i hate it when they didn't intend to do what they've speak and promised. serious annoyed nak mati. sakit hati taw tak? tapi walaupun sakit hati laa jugak dengan manusia sebegini, but i munch it slowly jelaa. then let it be. karma tuu ada. lagipun buat apa sibuk sibuk pikir hal orang yang tak pernah nak serious and think twice about me, myself and i kan? duhhh. such a oxymoron psychotic loser.
*notakaki: disclaimer-takde kena mengena dengan hidup atau mati. maaf kalau banyak ter-speaking malam ni. serious tengah bengang. aku kalau bengang memang laa lidah aku terus tertukar dengan lidah Naomi Watts. tak pun lidah Victoria Beckhams. :P
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