i had a nightmare. about you. you involved in serious accident. you were paralyzed from hips below. you lost your ability to speak. swollen face. and i come to visit you. there's no one taking care of you. you were alone. waiting. dissolves in stabbing pain. and i sit there beside you. silence. you only stare at me. can't speak. but i understand. you want me to be there. i know. and i'm the one taking care of you for the rest of your life. you wanted me to move on, leaving you. but nevertheless, i keep hold of you. till the last breath of yours.
i woke up, sweating, crying, chanting prayers for your safety. till now, i still can't get rid of that dream from my mind. LeeLee, anywhere you are, do take care. i can't take care of you anymore, i leave you in Allah's shelter. only He who knows what is hidden. :')
